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Name: Wendy
Country: United States
State: Tennessee
Metro: Murfreesboro
Birthday: 9/11/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: I'm really interested in music. I love football "Go Tigers!" Yeah Yeah I know I should root for my home team and I do. I have full faith they'll start winning games soon enough. Religion, and Faith are inerests to me. I like learning how, and what others belive. Everyone's diffrent and it's amazing to me how it all just works together.
Expertise: Wow I have very little expertise. I can pack really well! I've got eating and sleeping down too. Hopefully within the next 6 to 7 years I'll have a masters in Divinity (Not a food). but that by no means says that I'm going to be an expert. Just a little wiser than I was.
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
2/3/2004
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| So here I am, I'm a senior, I'm about to graduate
soon and my life is beginning to change and I feel there is nothing I
can do to stop it, or control a large portion of it. I have become a
person who is overwhelmingly effected by the things that happen around
her. At times I feel too aware of things, and wonder if I over
analyze; yet at the same time I wonder if I'm trying to force myself to
not see what is going on right in front of me. The reality that is my
current life. These thoughts make no
sense while you're reading them I'm sure, however they are clear and
consciously confusing in my head. I've come to this point where most of
the decisions I made when I was younger, how I pictured my life panning
out, well those decisions are starting to have to be made now, and they
seem to be more difficult, and less clear cut as I once hoped, or
assumed. Maybe I'm naive, I never assumed life would be easy, but I
never imagined being this scared, or feeling so alone during this
process of preparing for transition. I remember this feeling in high
school, not as scary or overwhelming though. I remember wondering what
would happen to my friendships, my life, my personality. Life happened,
I changed, I grew, and now I know that changes will happen continuously
throughout my life. Change will occur, change will shape me and those
around me, to bring me closer to friends around me, or to separate us,
either way these decisions shape me, shape everyone. I welcome change,
and I try to remember that God has a higher plan, sees how my life is
suppose to plan out, and I have to trust that the changes made will
lead me to a safe future, to exactly where I'm suppose to be. It's
still scary to me. This is what's in my head now, these are the thoughts
that overwhelm my mind currently. Continuous streams of thoughts, I
can't focus, and that's a new feeling for me. The feeling of being
overwhelmed by my life. Well not completely new, but it's something I
haven't felt in years. This all sounds so negative, but it isn't. I'm
happy where my life is going, I'm happy with the path that my education
is taking me. The doors of opportunity are going to open for me, soon
enough, and I'm excited about that, and looking forward to the future.
I'm looking forward to the life I'm going to lead, I just don't have a
clue how it's going to be. I'm sure others feel this fear, understand
my concern. I'm sure others feel overwhelmed by life quite often. So
for those of you who are currently becoming overwhelmed I feel you, and
that is about all I have to offer at this moment, except for you to
have good days, and to look to the future as a positive transition.
"Nearly all men can stand adversity, but if you want to test a man's character, give him Power."
--Abraham Lincoln
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| Why do I check my email a trillion times a day when I'm bored??? Theres never anything there, bored or not.
Does anyone else experience this problem?
Ahh little frustrations of life.
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| "His word is in my heart like a fire,
a fire shut up in my bones.
I am weary of holding it in;
indeed, I cannot." -Jer. 20:9
I saw this bible verse on a girls shirt in class today. It reminded me how absent I have been from God recently. How busy I've let my life get, and at the same time, not busy, but to involved in myself to fit God in. To pray, just to communicate with God, not just to ask for help. To read, and search, and find God in my everyday life. There was a time, and have been many times where I have been very enthralled with God, everything I did went back to that relationship. Where did that go? I'm sure very Christian goes through this time, and this struggle. Class is ending, I will en delve more into this later. | | |
| Why does my MTSU planner difine the word "Flaccid" for me, on the first day of school??
I guess it thought I'd need to know in case a situation arose where I
would need to use said word..hum..what sort of situation would that be??
Quote of the day:
"Flaccid-Flabby. His lack of exercise left him with flaccid muscles."
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| 1. Reply with your name and I’ll respond with something random about you.
2. I’ll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I’ll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I’ll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I’ll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I’ll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I’ll ask you something that I’ve always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written. | | |
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